Everyday I look at life I have to tell myself to find something good in it. Everybody searches for good things to happen in their lives. What sense does it make if we are searching for it? Why the hell should we look at things positively, why doesn’t there be a positive side to us which like our instincts is in us? Instead we have to be told and motivated and this is sick. Why the hell do we need a motivator?
Some people are given the luxury of a comfortable life, while most are given the misery of life, but seem to be happier. Why is life so predictably, unpredictable? Love is in the air, but people want to run away from the responsibility of love.
I would love to see a woman in my life, look me in the eye and say- I love you in spite of you not having anything and I will stick by you through all your struggles and we will live this life together in pain and relief, sorrow and happiness. Then, it is my responsibility to see to it that everyday I would improve her life in someway. Show me a woman and I would die in happiness.
Today, all I see in women are who is more powerful, who is more secure, who can provide me more comforts-not a single one who has the fortitude to live without privation and the ones who have the fortitude are either very old or are married. I guess that is why they are mature and practical (If that is what they call as maturity).
Friends in life don’t understand anything about you. They only understand is that during the good times they are with you, but when life turns bad it is only your family that is with you and that is the truth, unless i guess you are orphans and not married. Your friends have limitations, but your family doesn’t.
When your family turns away from you, then all that is left in you is anger and hatred and you tend to lose trust of everybody and everything. Everyone only needs money in this life and that is the bottom line. No one cares for anyone and nobody can love someone or live for someone only because they love the person. The only people who can love you like that are family.
I wouldn’t vouch for all the families, but the lucky ones have the support and love of their families. The support you get from your family is the strength you get to be successful in life. Most importantly, let god be in your life and only god can take the devil out of you.
When love is around us everywhere, only then does life be so beautiful and nice, but then I guess, we wouldn’t realize the value of love. You only realize the value of what you love, only when you lose it. I guess that is why god wants our lives to be in this state of dismay. So that, when love showers upon us, we just would not let go. I am still waiting for the one to shower her love upon me, to give me eternal bliss that gives me the fortitude to smile even during privation.


