I was blind
In your presence

Time stood still
Every moment
Without a periphery

I have lived
Those moments
But now without you
I am no more a fou

I have new paths
Not just your heart
The pain in my heart
Its no more a part
I guess this is life’s art

I have learnt to live with the pain
At some point it does again
However, I overcome my strife
And value life
Time moves on
And your love is no more my adoration

Ask yourself this vital question – how do you overcome your enemy? I am sure all of us have our own ways – violent or non-violent,  it can be one of them or an assortment of both. I know for a fact that  you need to first respect your enemy to win over your enemy. It’s the quintessential factor for studying their strengths and weaknesses without prejudice. Understand, to overcome –  it’s a rudiment but potent thought.

So, this brings me to my next question – what is your real enemy – it is the devil within you.  It’s my diabolical nature that I curb and shun yet lingers in my mind and some day becomes an action for which I end up being remorseful. How do I overcome this? Its been killing me from within and this is what I came up with. You begin by understanding your enemy. Never shun your devilish thoughts – instead respect, debate and understand them. The more you understand it, the easier it will be to take them out – it can be greed, lust, pride, ego, anger, jealousy or any other emotion that creates negativity.

But taking the devil out of you is just the beginning, the good too should be expunged, as, it is equally responsible for having devilish thoughts – why, because where there is good there has to be bad- one cannot survive without the other. Now, how do you understand and remove your good thoughts –  again, by respecting, debating and understanding.

What happens now – your mind reaches a fine balance without any good or bad thought – it creates a balance that leads to a state of voidness. Here, you control your thoughts and desires not the other way round. And, you will be  at peace – accepting both good and bad in others without any prejudice. However, the question I am asking myself is how hard am I trying to make this happen and realize that I have a long way to go in understanding this path of righteousness – I lack the wisdom.

The creator of the sky and earth
You are the ultimate truth
The preserver that giveth
So we hear

There is so much hatred
Onto the battle field we tread
For the bread
So we know

Greed, violence and lust
Form  our dogma
In the name of God
So we do

I hear you are benevolent
But most people are malevolent
Violent and totally pestilent
So What do we do ???

A mind of voidness
Is the cue
Expunge your desires
But strive for your dreams

In a world where love has no meaning
Peace is the only virtue
Understand this point of view
And then I am you

So, how do you understand how to be fair – by being unfair. That’s the first thing we as humans do due to ignorance or on purpose  - be it a man or a woman. A state of fairness makes the idea of being fair lost. To understand the value of being fair, you need to know what being unfair is all about, right – that’s the only way to get a better insight into understanding fairness. Although, I must say the concept of being fair or unfair can be introspected within your self – like the devil and angel.

However, when I juxtapose myself, that’s just not me, it’s not the person I am meant to be. I am just not able to cheat someone – I guess that’s just my nature. Even if I did, in my heart I would always walk with a sense of guilt and the disappointment of losing my trust would be etched forever – trust is the biggest asset or to be more specific the only asset I have today.

Truly, there is a woman behind a man’s success (for all the good or bad reasons), she makes you believe that the world is grey and there is no room for people to be honest and pure, though she wishes her guy to be honest and sincere those virtues do not create the excitement  she desires in the long run.

“Why do I need anything from a man today and with vibrators I don’t even need a guy to have an orgasm…I can buy anything I want to. Today, I am financially independent” she says. “Oh yes, you can dear. I bet you would buy love too, by creating an assortment of your own desires which is filled with  shades of grey, which you are an expert at (if they were to be copyrighted, the copyright office would be the richest company today) will ensure that you are able to convince the guy as to why you wanna dump him. “, I say. My ego has engulfed me by now.

I must begin by saying that we men, we are arseholes and the women of yesteryear  I had loads of respect. However,  I seem to be losing that respect with today’s women, who try to do things that make them look like arseholes. I guess they wanna compete to find who looks more of an arsehole, and it looks like they are going to win this one too.

But as for men like me, whom all you women have considered an MCP by now, I must say, the women who have lost true love from a man are the biggest losers  and your unrequited love or the mockery that you show for the way you let go of a sincere man’s love has made me realize that you in someway you are cowards – no wonder there’s a man even in wo“man”. A woman provides the highest or the lowest motivating factor for the very same reasons – that’s “His”tory, always.  Let the ideas flow guys – unrequited love is going to rewrite history.

Disclaimer: Fuck you scumbags, who think that I wrote this to annoy women. And, if any of you women or men found this annoying, I guess I got the better of you. I just have the gift to gag .

I dreamt, yesterday

All those memories

Beautiful moments

Yet to see again

My heart is pounding

Even in my sleep

I still don’t know

Why I can’t live without you

Wish I had a clue

How to end this conundrum

The pleasure to my eyes

Ended with you

I am blind

I only see you

I have never seen

Anything more beautiful

I can’t wake up

With this pain

I wish to die

But not without a day

Spent with you

The crisis
And the anger rises
I wanna hit those faces
Make them full of bruises
how to overcome this?

In the sea,
I am the flowing tide,
sometimes calm and sometimes fierce
no matter how strong
I am still weak